I recorded this waaaaaay back in 2008. (Remembered it this morning, thank you, Insomnia) I’m very proud of this just because its the first track that I recorded without asking for the help of my musician friends. I did this alone, thank you very much. Didn’t post this here in my music blog because.. maybe I wasn’t confident enough to let the world hear it. but now I am. :D hehe. 

Having My Cake, Eating It Too


It’s nice to wake up in the morning without your face on mine

 I’ve rested my mind and i feel as if I’ve been forever sleeping

I’m lying on my bed alone enjoying the space that I call freedom

I should have had pushed you off my bed long before

My telephone bill has fallen straight to the ground

‘cause ive got no one to call to remind someone to come home every night

and i don’t have to waste my time listening to your same old lines

there you go saying so and so

I don’t care anymore

Chorus:

You lost me, I didn’t lose you

I’m just clearing that statement for you

you better turn around, don’t look back

say goodbye to Mr. Luck

bite your tongue, stop lying’cause i’m not listening anyway

I’m having my cake and eating it too

ever since you’ve gone away

You may think that i’m on my knees every single night

praying that you’d come home but let me tell you boy

you must be really really dreaming

the greatest gift you’ve given me 

is the day you stepped out that door

you can say whatever you wanna say

I don’t care anymore

chorus:

Bridge:

How does it feel to have a taste of your own medicine

taken for granted, baby you deserve this

so ill watch you fall down

chorus again :)